Oh where oh where have my friends gone?

Every time I start to write a status lately, I get half way through it, and decide not to share. Probably because everything I really want to say I don't want to say. Mostly because if I said the one thing that's on my mind, I think I would just get pity empathy from people. I truly love my little family, and enjoy all the time I get to have with my son and husband. But I miss having friends. I don't know if it's just the norm or not, but seems most of my friends disappeared when I got married. Maybe because most of them were still single? Then we had a few couple friends along the way of our marriage but those dissipated after not to long as well. When we were unsuccessfully trying to have a baby and I had multiple miscarriages seemed everyone kept the distance from me as I was trying to keep my distance from everyone. But then I got pregnant, and was actually having a pretty healthy pregnancy minus a cysts on my ovaries. Those went away, and everyone seemed to still stay away. I say all these because I feel like I have tried to reach out to people and spend some quality time with them. But I most get I call you later, or I'll text you and most of those never happen. Or I say we should hang out, and we do, one time. Maybe I am too desperate? It's been told to me that people probably think I don't have time to hang out, since I have Matt to take care of and now a baby. But that's not true, now if someone wanted to hang out with just me, that might be a little tricky. But I have a pretty flexible schedule. Regardless I miss friends. I go periods of forgetting that most of them are busy doing there own thing, because I do stay pretty busy. But then it creeps up on me, and miss it. It might be because most of my adult life was spent surrounded by friends. So now that I spend so little time with them, it honestly makes my heart ache. Problem is, how do i really express this to anyone? I want to say something but I also don't want people to just feel bad for me because "I have no friends" so they reach out. I want people to reach out because they want to be my friend. Because they think I would be an awesome person to be friends with. I'm not saying I'm at no fault here, Im sure I could do more, you can always do more.