Things are changing.

For sooooo long, I have wanted the very things that are happening right in front on me so quickly. I am happy, there is no doubt about that. Some mornings I wake up and feel like it's all a dream. It was well worth waiting for, and I more than look forward to the future. I have been learning so much about life. How you just have to let things happen. You must treasure every moment, for you never know what could be the last. I believe that we tend to have the mindset that we are going to live forever, well what we grasp as forever, which is probably somewhere around 80 years or so. Ha. Well the truth is that none of us our guaranteed even another minute. Something could happen to any of us at any second. So my challenge lately is to not take time for granted, especially time spend with people I cherish. Although I know there are many people in my life I would rather only have one minute with then never have known them at all. Here's to the future, and all the wonderful things it holds, and to time that will not be wasted with those I love.

Real Love

I believe in my life that I have gone through some hard things, sometimes thinking to myself that I wouldn't make it out of those things. When I look back on them, I see the impact it made on me, how it helped me become the person that I am. I believe now, that I can face things and I will make it out. Love.... It is such a funny thing. At one point in my life, I thought that I was in love. I do believe that you can love someone that doesn't love you back, but by no means is it equal. Plus at the time in my life, I don't think I knew what real love was. I have learned so much from that experience, and from many others in my life. Lately, I seem to be realizing what real Love is. The kind of Love that Christ has for his Children. A Love that means you could suffer great pain, yet you do not give up. A love that means, putting yourself last. As much as I say I don't want to hurt, I would gladly hurt for the sake of Love. Some of the greatest joys, come with great pain. I believe all things happen for a reason, not that I wish bad things upon anyone, and I do not think that God does either. However, I know I would not be who I am today, if not for the things in life I have gone through, and quite frankly, I very much so like who I am today. Hoping that tomorrow I will be a little bit better, and stronger than I am today. So here's to the future, who know what it holds.

MHCMF

Sometimes you meet people and they end up changing your life.
Challenge what you believe.
Change your desires.
Teach you what Love really is.
And even if that person doesn't stay, your still forever changed.

Wishful thinking.

I wish I were good at blogging.
I wish that things could stay the way they are.
I wish that happiness didn't only seem temporary.
I wish I could have what I want.
I wish that I knew what I wanted.
I wish that life was simple.
I wish that I knew the answer.
I wish that I knew what to do.
I wish that things were easier.
I wish that things were fair.
Although if I had all these things I think I would still have moments where I wanted more.
Seems there is always something that I am wanting, or wishing for.
I want to do things, things that I could make happen with some patience, and effort.
Yet I never seem to do the things I want, I only seem to do the things I don't want to do.